I appreciate the responses from my last, and first, entry!
I am embarrassed to confess that I have not done any drawing for at least two months. This is like telling my parents, when I was a child, that I broke something precious. Oh no,what will happen? They'll be mad!
Not that I think anyone will be mad. I fear judgment - being seen as a failed drawer. I've lost my sobriety. I stepped of the path!!
But of course I am the one judging myself.
Avoiding doing something creative and personally satisfying is common for me. An ongoing drama. A true concern. It's a pattern to keep me where I am, even if it's not where I want to be.
So, my shameful little secret is out.
I am a creative arts facilitator and want to be a TD facilitator but I won't do that until I do more drawing for myself.
So, please send me some good thoughts to help me do my drawing!
All the best to all, Mary